1Join me on a journey from the dark side of addiction where all the pain and agony that exist there penetrated me to the bone. A place where the lost of this world reside not knowing how simple it is to leave the misery behind and enter the place of love and of light and of joy. A place free of worry and fear embraced by the serenity of knowing Gods grace through Jesus Christ. The words in this book will set you free as you enter a new way of life. You will be surprised what you will find there if you join me and learn to Pay Attention. I was an average American living an average life mixed in with an above average appetite for alcohol. Addiction had taken my wife of 24 years and ruined all my hopes and dreams leaving me at the bottom, the very bottom. Then these events cracked the door open to a better way, not knowing what it all meant I took the leap of faith and now I want to share this testimony with you in hopes you will also take the leap and join me.