2Writing this book has been a journey. I'm grateful to be alive and able to do it. Forty years flew by so fast. Two months from the time I write this, the age of 60 I will be. That's the greatest miracle, God is and shall always be to me, number one. He never needed me. He sustained me because He now chooses to use me. He is the master sculptor, I'm just a vessel. Looking back at my life, all those memories God reminded me in detail. I now can see my folly. God still loved me even when I was deep in it. I walked away, He never left me. God is real. I believe He's touching your heart as you read this. My life with all that craziness: motorcycle and car wrecks; injuries; drugs; alcohol; jail; court; probation; fines; hospitals; counseling; rehab; the pain inside my heart; being the outcast, the loneliness, all these things I did to myself because I had to do it my way. God, in his infinite wisdom, used all those things to mold me. As I said He is the master sculptor. The old man is gone, God made me new. I am so happy and grateful. Let him sculpt you. A forty-year power struggle between good and evil. A true life story of a man who wanted to serve God. But the lust of the world and the Devil's schemes were too powerful to resist. He was living in a world of chaos; drugs, alcohol, women and even including murder. So God sent His son to give this man special attention. A life's journey to save one precious soul out of the hands of Satan. Chris Maguire PO Box 7354, Ventura, CA. 93006