On her thirty-third birthday, Ashley realized she wasn't happy with how her life was unfolding. Heartbroken, riddled with fear, and feeling a lack of self-worth, she embarks on a journey to untangle what was holding her back, and discovers the steps she must take to move towards her true path-the path she is meant for.

She gracefully confronts her truth, suffering, and heartbreak with laugh-out-loud humor and curiousness. This is a diary of sorts, documenting the fears that kept her from learning how to trust and love herself. Her story of discovery encompasses the complicated parts that make her human and the parts that helped her return back to herself, one tiny mad idea at a time.